****ty day

[alex1fly]

Ever have a day where you know everything is wrong but you cant' do anything about it? Where your future hangs in the balance because of stupid **** you've done and you'd give anything to fix it but dammit, its just not that easy?

Today was easily the worst day I've had in a long, long time. I'm so depressed I feel sick, I can't eat, I can't sleep, and I can only be cheerful for so long because then I remember why I'm so ****ed. I hate myself and the things I've done, and I'm ready to turn over a new leaf and get a fresh start, but it sucks that it takes something huge like this to make me realize what a fool I am, what I've done, and what I really want out of life. I just hope its not too late.

Sorry. Wish me luck, bros. This ****'s out of hand and I don't know what I'll do if I can't make it right.

[innerdreamrecords.co]

I hate myself and the things I've done, and I'm ready to turn over a new leaf and get a fresh start

No need to hate yourself. Everyone makes mistakes and as long as it wasn't a crime that could land you in prison you have a good chance of turning things around. Ask yourself what can I learn from this and move forward.

Best of luck man.

[d1dsj]

I wish you well whatever the problem is bro, I'm sure that in time you'll be fine.

[JB_From_Hell]

Drop the hating yourself bit. Think about the things you wish to change, and say them out loud. Tell yourself that they are things you can do. If you don't believe it, break each down to it's simplest.

If you do that, you'll find that most things you need to do/change really aren't that crazy, and the vast majority simply depend upon your attitude. Keep it positive (ie, You can do...., not You're an idiot because....)

Good luck

[JOLLY]

Let me guess....a woman?

[34029324079]

hope things turn around. tommorrow is another day. James bond said that. and Plato agreed.

famous failures:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dT4Fu-XDygw

[jerryjg]

Just Look at yourself in the mirror and say out loud;
I am Strong..I am Invincible...


I am Woman!

Works for me.
Just tryin to cheer you up dude. Im sure things will work out for the best.

[DLT]

The Chinese believe every day is a new day, a new life and yesterday is dead and gone. You can make things better for yourself if you want to. A little step at a time, chip away at that mountain...you'll succeed.

[jerryjg]

The Chinese believe every day is a new day, a new life and yesterday is dead and gone. You can make things better for yourself if you want to. A little step at a time, chip away at that mountain...you'll succeed.

There must be somnething to that..after all, I could never take a ****ty piece of tough meat and make it taste as good as oyster sauce beef.

[BFahz]

For you to recognize a mistake is for you to have a brain and a soul. Just dont repeat the mistake(s) and call it a lesson in life.

[DLT]

There must be somnething to that..after all, I could never take a ****ty piece of tough meat and make it taste as good as oyster sauce beef.

You have to master the skills of roadkill BBQ'ing.

[NevermindUs]

i know exactly how you feel bro, and take it from me, **** gets better. nothing but time and hard work will fix this, and thats the worst part. ive been a manic depressive for a long time, and ive gone through everything trying to find the quick and easy way to feel better.

but trust me, you will feel better. you got a guitar. with that you can do anything