I can honestly say, if I die within' the next 5 minutes, I have had the absolute, no doubts about it, best year of my entire life. I haven't had any schitzophrenic halucinations, no paranoid delusions, nothing like I used to suffer with. I've became self reliant, I've bought my own property, I'm even thinking of borrowing some more money from the bank to build my own house. If I choose to drink everyday because I enjoy it, then that's what I'm going to do. If it gets to a point where I'm not having fun anymore, I'll just stop.