Things had been getting really tense with a friend and ex of mine lately and on thursday night it just hit a peak while I was depressed, tired, *****y from quitting smoking and hadnt had my coffee (which was honestly quite a bit worse than the smoking, im really addicted to caffeine). I was pissed because she had been totally ignoring me and hadnt responded to a message that I sent to try to fix the situation so I, in a fit of anger sent a really cruel short little message that somehow managed to channel all of my anger into a couple expletive free sentances in the most hurtfull way possible, it was one of those things that you hit send and then immediatly are like "SH!T!!!!" why do we sometimes just break down and hurt someone we care about and say things you dont mean? she had been being a ***** but she was still a friend, there was still some friendship left and I just destroyed it. I feel like **** totally and now on monday im gonna have to face her and apologise and based on the conversation I just had with a mutual friend its not going to be pleasant. Why cant we all just sit back and think before we react to what other people say, the world would be such a better place if people didnt act like me all the time. Its a lot like whats been going on between people on this forum really, people saying cruel things without thinking and not turning the other cheek when it happens to them.